I'm recovering from my eating disorder, building my own life from scratch, and breathing in and out everyday..I can't believe this is happening and I'm a apart of this amazing process, this THING that's happening! It's difficult to have only words to express. I'm so incredibly lucky to have caring nurturing people helping me get up off my knees, I truly could not have started this alone! I cry tears of not only sadness of leaving the old me behind, but tears of joy and hope. I have goals and needs to meet! ready, set, here I come :D